TCU's Hailey Van Lith glad to have shared publicly about mental health issues she dealt with in past
TCU standout guard Hailey Van Lith says it was difficult, but she's glad to have shared publicly about mental health struggles she says she dealt with early in her basketball career
FORT WORTH, Texas (AP) — TCU standout guard Hailey Van Lith said that while difficult, she is glad to have shared publicly about mental health struggles she said she dealt with early in her basketball career.
“It’s been very positive. I’ve received a lot of encouragement and also a lot of people, you know, sharing that they can relate or that I helped them feel understood,” Van Lith said Wednesday. “That’s the whole point.”
Van Lith is getting ready to play in the Sweet 16 of the women's NCAA Tournament for the fifth season in a row. The Big 12 player of the year has helped lead the Horned Frogs that far for the first time, after going to a Final Four and two other Elite Eight games with Louisville before making another Elite Eight with LSU last year.
The dynamic guard, also a prominent figure on social media in the era of name, image and likeness, broke down in tears after TCU's second-round win Sunday over Louisville when asked about girls and boys of all ages wearing her No. 10 jersey and her being one of the faces for women’s college basketball.
“I mean, it’s a blessing. But I really — I’m really standing on God’s shoulders right now. ... He’s delivered me from so much, man, and so much pain and suffering and confusion,” she said then through tears. “It’s all glory to God, truly.”
It wasn’t until afterward in the locker room that Van Lith spoke about her mental health struggles after being exposed to the media and social media at such a young age, but making it clear that she is loving life now.
"When I was younger in college, I was suicidal, I was heavily medicated and felt trapped. And you would never know it because I was having a ton of success on the court,” she said. “But internally, and in life in general, I was ready to be done. That’s what I mean when I speak on suffering and pain. I didn’t even want to live.”
Speaking on the Fort Worth campus on Wednesday, Van Lith said she first decided she needed to get help and get serious about her well-being after seeing the story about Katie Meyer, the Stanford goalie who committed suicide at her campus residence in March 2022.
Van Lith said she personally invested in a sports psychologist “who kind of doubles as like a normal therapist at the same time. And also, I think I’ve matured a lot. I’m older than I was. When I was going through a lot of my issues, I was like 19. So I was really young and I didn’t know how to handle a lot of things.”
She said she had been praying for some time about when God wanted to share her story, and feels blessed to have the platform to do that.
“I’ve known ever since it started that ... I’m going through such a unique journey that it has to be for a reason bigger than myself. And so I’ve known that I had to share it at some point,” Van Lith said.
“It’s a little bit intimidating for me because it’s totally outside my comfort zone. Only the people that are closest to me, like my parents and maybe, you know, my brother and my best friend, kind of know the extent to what my life has been like," she said. "All those people knowing that about me has been a little bit scary for me. But, you know, I accepted God’s challenge of sharing it. And so now I need to walk in it.”
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